Jitters...

     So my sister, Heather, is moving to Germany with her family. I have just recently (in the last few years)  became really close to her. We are six years apart so she was grown up while I was growing up. So now we live on opposite sides of the country, but we are closer than ever. Calling each other every other day and promising to see each other at least once a year. She called me the other day asking me if we wanted to borrow their truck for their duration in Germany. Wow what a blessing! What trust! We can sell our car and save that money for another PAID IN FULL :)
       So on the 17th I will fly out to North Carolina to see her and her wonderful family. Then, we will proceed to drive her truck to Utah together. That way we get some much needed sister time before she leaves. Road trip! Thema and Louise style....well with out all the drama, and breaking the law, and driving off a cliff stuff...but you get the point. I am so excited.
    I told my work I would need the time off....but, they said no can do, so I guess they took it as my quitting. So on one hand I am super excited about seeing her and having an awesome trip with her. And saving money monthly as well....but on the other hand, I am kinda scared cause now I have no job. I am thinking crap what am I doing? How will I have the gas money if I don't have a job? But then I think, duh...I am making very little now, and for how much I save from the car, I will have to make half of what I did to make up for the lost job. Probably not too hard to find a job with a few hours a week. Plus, I saved the most important for last, GOD ALWAYS PROVIDES FOR US. when we least expect it.
    I definitely have to go. I need to be able to see them all and say my goodbyes. I need this trip with her before she leaves to get a chance to spend some quality time with her before I don't see her for a few years. I know I am doing the right thing.  I think I also need this for just me.  I made a resume today that kicks butt. I feel pretty confident that I won't have any issues finding a new job that probably pays better.  I love it when God gives me some confidence and reassurance.
     Now I just have to get over not seeing AJ or Story for a few days :( NOT something I'm used to. I am used to being with BOTH of them every spare min I have. We left AJ home once when we went to California for three or four days and that was SO hard....now I have to be without Story too....man I am going to go through withdrawals.